am i gonna have a heart attack and die?….
anxiety…
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I'm 18, I'm vegan, I'm an atheist,
i'm a girl, though I consider myself
to be genderqueer. I'm gay,
i'm an anarchist,
i'm a huge fan of Dakota Fanning,
I love The Beatles & their solo albums,
I love David Bowie & Syd Barrett,
I love The Runaways, I love Kate Winslet
& Claire Danes, I love cats, I love trees,
I love myself.


am i gonna have a heart attack and die?….
anxiety…
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well.. right now i don’t think the hospital is in contact with my parents, but my parents can contact them whenever they want to….
and yea not really ‘cause i’m too lazy and depressed to go to a doctor.. i tell myself i’ll do it all the time but it never happens… =/
how can weird be bad..?
I’m not sure how you can be so happy about a stranger kissing you… But oh well, Dakota was a special snowflake!
-Stranger?? that’s Tony Scott, dude…
(via a-vigarista)
so.. i guess my health is going down. i constantly feel weak, like i’m about to faint, my hair’s kinda falling out, and my migranes are getting worse..
i’m quitting my job, both ‘cause of my physical & mental state. hopefully monday will be my last day. i hate being there, i hate people, i can’t even stand pepole smiling at me anymore, it really made me a bitter person. i hate talking to people, i just hate everyone, and i hate how fake, disgusting, rude, and selfish everyone is. i also hate it when men hit on me, like.. seriously, some of them come everyday just to see me and stand especially in MY line, and they have that sick ‘pervert look’ on their face and it reallyyy disgust me!! ughh like today a customer said to me: “you’re soo hot”. like.. who do you think you are, dude..?! i just don’t wanna be in contact with people at all…
-and i’m sorry, i know i just sound like a bitch, but i have problems… and i’m really struggling with being with people and talking to them.. ‘cause i know it doesn’t have to bother THAT much =/
and again, my anxiety level is insane… and i hate myself.
Scan . George Harrison, 1962
Photo: Astrid Kirchherr
i already did
well yeah but it’s not worth it ‘cause most of the time i feel like shit :/