

im freaking out! i went out yesterday and got really drunk. but i mean really really drunk. i fell on my face lots of times. my nose was bleeding, my mouth is still bleeding and my knee is bleeding. my eyebrows also bleeding. i look awful. i started yelling and screaming and cutting myself and my friends didnt know what to do have with me. everything’s so fucked up… i wanna smoke so badly but i don’t have any fucking cigarettes.. that’s why im freaking out… im probly going backk to the hospital tomorrow but i dont care