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Just me
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I'm 17, I'm vegan, I'm an atheist,
i'm a girl, though I consider myself
to be genderqueer. I'm gay,
i'm an anarchist,
i'm a huge fan of Dakota Fanning,
I love The Beatles & their solo albums,
I love David Bowie & Syd Barrett,
I love The Runaways, I love Kate Winslet
& Claire Danes, I love cats, I love trees,
I love myself.
I fucking rock!
sometimes i bite myself when i’m angry..
I love being angry, and I love fighting with people.
I HATE HOT WEATHER!
fuck the sun, fuck summer, i want winter!! it’s only making my life harder.. seriously, i’m not a healthy person. everytime i go out in the middle of the day, i feel like i’m about to pass out..
i feel humiliated & traumatized
so i eventually went to that heart check thing with my “mom”. so we were in a cab, and the driver asked me: “do you have a boyfriend?” and i said: “i’m a lesbian..” and my “mom” said: “she thinks she’s a leabian haha but she’s not” (she’s in denial). who the fuck is she to tell me what i am and to claim i’m a lier infront of someone? fuck her!
so anyway, when we got to the hospital, the doctor said i have to take my shirt and my bra off, i didn’t even know i’m gonna have to take my shirt off, wtf?! i have all these scars all over my body! i got soo nervous.. and i finally took my shirt and bra off..i was trying to cover up my scars with my hands, and i know he saw them but he didn’t say anything..
(btw, apparently i have a little hole in my heart and stuff lol but i don’t care)
I’m sooooooo depressed & angry, i really don’t know what to do with myself….. i just wanna die =((
everything sucks, i hate everyone arghh i feel like throwing up
I just did this to my stomach..
“You forgot about me!”
cuz i’m so fucking angry!!
